Journal Entry 3/12/25

• Copied from my FB post on 3/12/25

I write things in my journal to keep track of so I can have everythingin writting if something happens to me, I give copiesto friendsor family, I report things to the police and now I report it on fb until this ass hole is arrested or leaves me alone. 

On my way out to work doordash yesterday I lightly flirted with a guy friend. 

Got home to find someone set a shovel upright in my path to my door. I find a shovel in my path when I do anything that might make him jealous, like pay any live of attention to cute man. This isn't a coincidence. 

Also, I've recently stated that i wanted to move out of town, something I'd only do after the psychopath is prison, because of all the trauma and prsd related to do many things around me. I am not stupid enough to think that he'd just stop stalking me because I move, but, now my car is suddenly leaking coolant and it has never leaked that before. 

Is an old car, yes, but the timing in that it started right after I began taking about my ptsd being triggered just about everywhere I go die to his stalking and that I'd want to not be reminded about it after he finally or of my life so I'd have to move, that's not a coincidence. That kind of this happens everywhere I go and usually after I've realized that he's hacked int my newest phone... (I can't afford to keep replacing phones!!!)

Picture of the shovel he had someone place in my path, just like so many times before...

Once again, this is so that if something happens to me people know what's going on. 

This is what gang stalking and third party harassment looks like when you deal with a rich sociopathic ass hole who is stuck in the head and thinks love is about control and obsession. This isn't love from a man, this is a man with a severe mental illness.

Think the movie "Enough" starring Jennifer Lopez, except in no Jlo, I'm just a normal person who wants her damn life back fun this creep who destroyed it and can't take no for an answer. 



• And then, after my FB post where I mentioned wanting to move away from the area where do many things trigger my PTSD, he posts this on his YouTube videos...

If anyone has any info, I need written witness statements and testimonies for the DA to please help get this guy put away!

I know that people I've worked with, friends, family and neighbors have had contact from this guy. He gets everyone to do things that they think are harmless but are actually threats or psychologically abusive and then gets them to escalate slowly until he's convincing them to do things like put bleach in my drink. 

I'm on my third job in 3 months because of the things he does. I can't be financially stable when he won't leave me alone. I am scared every day off my life to the point that I sleep next to a baseball bat and an air horn.

No one has a right to do these things to another human being. 

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