Journal Entry 3/29/25

I'm thinking telling my team lead about my stalker helped. Things calmed down for the next few days after all that happened on Tuesday and Wednesday!

I'm planning on telling a few more people I work with, just when I'm able to talk about out without crying. 

So the rest of the week wasn't so bad. And! I got to sign the lease on my new shop suave l space for the weekends. 

The features market my shop will be at has police and sheriff's on hand when the market is open and I plan to utilize them whenever needed! 

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