The abusive performance

So, Ely Sellers aka Joseph Chapman has been using the theatrical community to abuse me? It's that what was happening?

Basically from what I've been able to gather, my stalker gets people to mess with me and convinces them all it's a performance so that no matter what I say or do to try to make them leave me alone they just go along with it like you learn to do in improve... and he able to do that because he had been on indi films. 

That's why the one police actor looked at me funny when the prop ambulance picked me up after air passed out in front of one of the Parkland buildings.

I mentioned his name and the cop looked at me weird, I knew they weren't behaving like real cops... then some doctor claiming to be my doctor, calls the paramedic stating that he's on his wadi and to wait... which is something a doctor would never do and how on earth would my doctor know I was passed out from whatever the hell he got people to put in my drink which was probably also thought to be an act by the people who did it...

What the actual fuck!!!

And yes, I was being gas lit the entire time because of how this was being done. So, it took me watching his film that he never told me was an actual streamable film, that I thought was just some little project he and a few friends were doing together when it all dawned on me... he effed with me for over 2 years, made me miss out on so much with my kids for over 2 years, all while knowing that if word got out he would probably lose any credibility he has within the theatrical community. 

I'm almost certain at this point, after seeing what he's capable of doing on the legal front, that my evictions could possibly be a farce, and if so that means he faked court documents and could go to prison for that. Abs even if I got my home and all my things back, at this point I still list all that time with my kids, they only get one childhood and I missed out on so many mile stones in theirs because of him.

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