Journal Entry for 4/14/25: The color coding system and Rats get poisoned

So, Stopped at a CVS to get some things. On my way into the store this guy wasn't here, but happened to be there about 5 minutes later on my way out. 

He was directly in front of my car. So, I would have seen him on my way into the store. 

This guys along with the dead rat and poison theme that the stalker started while I was working at the Sandwich shop. And also shows that I'm being followed, either through my phone's GPS, a tracker somewhere on me, or physically by a paid party.

In addition, I'm going to have to set up security at my shop to capture footage of all who enter.

Yesterday I had a guy come in with a hitch in his head (the day after I was looking into vehicles with hitches for future hauls). He seemed to know the last that is renting a suave  right across from me, so I'll have to keep an eye on her too. 

He decided to just dig through a box of trash I had at aside where I had stained clothes that I wasn't going to sell. Picked up a red hoodie and then as he left warned me not to get hurt working. Which sounded like a threat in of its self. 

The red hoodie has significance too. When this started I happened to run across a weird video on YouTube that had police lights showing on it.

The video said "Black's attack, red is dead, what's the light and Gray's ok". This has been used many times to convey threats of attack and death towards me. For example, at the sandwich shop where people wore red on days they talked about poisoning rats... which is referenced above.

Anyway, a few other colors have been added, including; Green for medical (people seem to use this color when I'm in need of medical attention), orange for intelligence, blue for safety, and purple for moody. 

This is something he thinks he's doing to brain wash me, I think, as he did mention when we were together that he read a book on the subject, and I think that he might think that I dint recognize what he's doing. Or at least that me perception, because of he knew that I knew that he was using these to try to manipulate my actions he would probably realize that it didn't work since I know what's going on. 

Also, as with his psychological disorder, the uses can be misleading. If he wants to truck me he may have a non safe person wear blue, or try to get me to trust an "intelligent" actions that's not really a good choice by using the color orange. So, training me to recognize the colors was kind of pointless some I know he's trying to use them to manipulate and mislead me and I just make my own decisions about a situation anyway... 

I've dealt with people like him before, he may have more resources, but i know how his type works and thinks because of my past experiences growing up around and living with people like him. It's exhausting more than anything and he needs to just be put away so I can have my life back.