Journal Entry for 6/1/25

Well he's definitely not stopping. I just wish this creep would LEAVE ME ALONE!

I was watching "That 90's Show" on Netflix at 5:45pm today,  checked my available jobs on the Honeaglow app and there's a job with the name of two of the characters that just happened to appear, Leah and J.

I went ahead and picked up the cleaning job. It this person cancels before their cleaning appointment then I know he's now using fake accounts to create jobs just to get attention. And subsequently using the platform to create fake jobs, causing me to book my time up with jobs that are only going to be canceled so that I can't make any money to get the hell out of the shed and the living situation in in. 

This type of interface from him when it comes to my making money to survive and support myself and to try to have a better life for myself is exactly the type of things he does to further destroy my life and keep me from ever being able to do better than a shed for living in. 

If I can never depend on income I'm never going to be able to do more than a shed at a meth heads house for living which is one of the biggest reasons I can't see my kids. 

I can't get a place to live have a job or see my kids because of this man and he's things he does and I wish he'd just leave me alone and get the hint that he's not wanted, liked, lived, needed  and I wish he were actually dead. 

Doesn't someone like this get that this isn't cute, or fun. It's creepy and just gross and he needs to get a life. 

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