Lament of the years that gave been taken from me

I've been going over, on my head, so the things that have happened in my adult life and it's occurring to me that. Without this creep interfering over and over again, for at least 2 decades, I would have done so much better in life. 

All the harassment and bullying. The repetitive poisonings that made me feel too crappy to go to jobs I loved it until I felt like crap.

The men he got to participate or that he messed with too so that they couldn't be with me, robbing me out of a nice guy, a lasting relationship and marriage...

I'm now 43 years old and this monster has taken so much from me. 

This creep is sick and needs to leave me the hell alone so I can have my life back. It was never his to me with.

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