Possible long term effects I've noticed from the repetitive poisonings

I can't eat mentholated medicine, it hurts my esophagus, stomach and even at times my intestines. 

On that note, so did anything acidic like oranges, spicy (I miss hot prppers) and at times even alcohol will make whatever damage that has been caused throughout my digestive tract to just hurt. It's not even acid reflux  there no acid coming up. It feels more like squeezing lemon juice onto a sunburn. 

I'll be getting an endoscopy later this summer to see the damage.

At times, when I do eat things with any kind of agitating properties it causes inflammation of my intestines which is evident by mucus in my stool.

In addition, my lungs still hurt at times. I've read that with bleach poisoning, with whatever liquid it is put in, when consumed can sometimes travel in small amounts down the wrong pipe. It mashed it's way into the bronchial tube and lungs. I still feel a slight stiffness in my lungs at times. Like there's damage there. 

I think the oh balance of my urine was off for a long time due to what I was being poisoned with. When I urinate it irritates the sense areas of my nether regions can cause rash, itching and bleeding gum the irritation. I have to use diaper rash cream to protect the sensitive skin from becoming agitated when I urinate. 

Frequent and uncomfortable urination. When I'm done and stand up I still have to go. It's not just that I feel line I do, there's still a little bit I have to sit back down to get out, often I have to stand up and sit down multiple times to finish peeing. I think that the irritation of the chemicals in my urine may cause some swelling and it makes it difficult to completely empty my bladder.

Tooth issues. My teeth are eroding at a much faster rate than they should. Almost like I've been smoking meth, when I've never done that before in my life. I got them cleaned in late January/ or early February of this year and they looked really good but almost immediately got yellow again. I need to see the dentist more to see what my enamel looks like and if they think it looks like it could be grim the poisonings but it's just so expensive. I'm going to have to have them all replaced soon. 

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