Journal Entry for 7/29/25

●While I was giving an update on my entry from yesterday I kept seeing the word "stop" in my predictive text. 

Having into my phone and using predictive texts to convey a message to me is something Chapman has been doing for a while now, I have a couple of screenshots in one of my journals to show this. 

Telling the other person to "stop" was something he and I did when we were together and either of us were getting too emotional in an argument or conversation or pestering the other. 

Typically when either of us said this, the other would take a step back so we could both calm down. 

On my update, saying that he was still delusional in thinking we were together (which was when the word "stop" kept appearing in my predictive text) must have been upsetting to him. 

The thing is, I don't care. There is no reason for me to stop because he isn't supposed to be in my life anymore. I broke up with him and have told him on many occasions to stop contacting, harassing, stalking, hacking and otherwise messing with me or having anything to do with me. 

Stopping when I'm reporting his unacceptable and unwanted actions and behaviors would mean in trying to work in compromising in a relationship. And I'm not for many reasons:

1) We're not in a relationship and I dint want one with him, so they is no reason for me to stop reporting what he's doing just to make him more comfortable with his very CRIMINAL behaviors. 

2) We're not in a relationship, married, have children together, own property together and have no ties to each other which means he shoulder have anything to do with me my life, or anything in doing it saying. 

3) I don't care, I dint care about him at all and wouldn't care if he lived, due, or just disappeared off the fact of the planet so long as he's not bugging me anymore. 

4) This is a very hard one for him to comprehend due to the sociopathic, I WANT HIM TO BE ARRESTED,  I want him gone, he's done nothing but harm me , my kids, my family, and mine and other people's lives. He DESERVES to be in jail for all of that and so much more that I probably don't even know about. 

I'm ACTIVELY reporting every single crime he commits that I learn about and ACTIVELY reporting every thing he does to violate my right to be safe and at peace and not have to have anything to do with him as he is nothing more than my abuser and a scum bag. The second he is incarcerated in throwing a big ass party to celebrate me freedom from him. 

So, no, I'm not going to stop pointing out when he's doing any of these things out when he's being a pathetic and delusional lover, because I dint care at all about him or hired comfortable levels when I'm paying these things. 

● Also,  it seems like my phone is dying faster today than it did yesterday. 

Yesterday I worked for Uber for 10 hours, I was out for 12 hours with the breaks I took. 

My phone didn't drain lower than 60% by the time I got home.

Today, it's already at 84% and I've only being out and about for a couple of hours. If I tried to work 10 hours today my phone will die even if I keep it plugged in in my car. As I did yesterday and am still doing today while I'm working. 

It did that the day before tragedy and J only worked 8 hours, it was almost dead by the time I got home. 

I've been using it for the same things as I always have and haven't downloaded any additional apps or anything. 

Which means he's doing more by hacking into my phone today than he was yesterday. 

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