Journal Entry for 8/3/25: Uber harassment and Secondary psychopathy

Last night at approximately 9:12pm I picked up a young lady that seems to be one of the psychopaths participants.

For whatever reason he likes to try i make me afraid of being around men. Constantly having people I know yell me that they or someone I know is afraid of men. 

Well, last night was the same thing. As soon as I picked her up she complained that there were too many men outside and they shutoff all just go home and get inside, or something like that. 

On the way to the club she was going to, she decided to yell me is her birthday. I've had ALOT more people tell me that than usual, people that show signs of being participants. Probably because he wants to have credit and feel like he controlled me into telling my own kid Happy birthday because it's his birthday tomorrow. 

While driving her to her destination she randomly asked me if I've ever tried Burberry perfume. She did this while "counting" her money in the back seat. These are both things he has people do to show me that he's the one in control of what's going on right now. He wants me to know that they have money, as in money he paid them to harass me. He often uses Burberry and showing me money in hand to not only show control but probably to try to make me jealous of what he has stolen for himself. 

First off, I don't give a crap about extravagant things. We'll made things are nice, but overly priced extravagant things. No thanks, I'm a friggin hippie for goodness sakes and you'd think that he would gave some understanding of this considering how long he's been stalking me. Don't stalkers get to know what makes their prey tick? Flashing over priced things at someone who cats about what over consumption does to the environment is a very ridiculous way to try to make that person jealous. 

All I need is what's needed to pay my bills, have decent but not extravagant things and a nice comfy home. The flashy wadi he tries to get me to want him out what he has never worked because I just dint give a crap about all that flashy stuff.

When I said no,  that I've never tried Burberry perfume, she then asked "What have you tried"... I very off wadi of along what kind of perfume I've... tried, or maybe she was wanting to know what I've smelled like people dint go to a store and smell lots of different perfumes 🤷‍♀️

The things this man gets people o say and the way he has them say it shows a very low level understanding of not only social norms but also just basic grammar, which is one of many waits in able to tell is him having the participant say these things. 

Also, he wanted me to talk about the Gucci perfume I had at my last estate sale. The one he kicked me out of with a fake cop. I dint know if this was some lame attempt to terrorize me again since I've received a notice to move, but is a good guess.

● The guy checks off just about all the boxes for Secondary psychopathy... including holding a grudge against me for 30 years for saying no.

I don't think he's ever going to leave me alone. Not if he's been messing with me for what seems like it has probably been decades.

And, he is very much holding a grudge for some very minor things for a very long time. 



So, here are some of the symptoms, along with the fact that it seems like he's been poisoning me intermittently for a VERY LONG TIME.  And regularly since I broke up with him 3 years ago. 


This man needs to be in a long term ward.

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