I Need You My Love: How a woman survives an invisible stalker in the age of cyber crimes.

●Google maps says I'm going to have to start walking everywhere. It keeps automatically changing my mode of transportation to walking instead of driving.  From my own experience and everything I've read about people with personality disorders, this is a threat to my car. The abuser is basically upset that something isn't going his way and he's threatening to do, it have someone do, something to my car so I have to walk. This is something that happens when I've done things to stand up for myself Shaun's the abuser. He's a hacker, so, he's able to threaten me without threatening me like that.  The same goes for when I'm suddenly seeing a bunch of people riding bikes, at times in areas that you wouldn't normally see people on them.  ●The fact that my family ever thought it was ok to treat me these ways, top get rewarded for being mean and emotionally and mentally abusive mashed me physically ill every time I think about the the things they have said...

Was able to open my shop today after a long and tiring tire ordeal Friday night. Caught up on some phone calls, in including a return call to the CPS for some alarming things I've witnessed and was informed about with my youngest son. Contacted the National Domestic Violence Hotline about the abuser wave to find more resources for help getting him to leave me and my family alone.  Seems like after I talked to the hotline there were more people that you usual see with backpacks waking around wearing red and black backpacks. There's a background story to that. Backpacks were something he used while I was homeless to convey messages or get me to do things. Having people who were wearing backpacks direct me places, using different colored backpacks to tell me who was "safe" to follow or listen to and who wasn't. He decided to use backpacks probably because I referred him to a backpack that was good for all the technical equipment he kept on hand. And also because I bo...

This is copied and pasted from another journal entry in currently writing. I felt it needed is own entry: I try keep myself from getting poisoned by making sure I never nave for it drink unattended. Not even in my own home or car. When I do doordash or get out of my car for any reason any open bottles of water or cups of soda that I've been drinking go with me. If they didn't go with me, I dump them out and don't reuse the container unless I've washed it out, if I reuse it at all.  I don't grocery shop, if I buy food for at home it's usually not something that contains anything liquid. Unless it's tamper proof.  No fresh meats or produce unless I'm cooking and eating it right away because once I leave the house and come back it could have been poisoned.  No condiments unless they are individually packaged because something can be put in ketchup or mustard or whatever.  No leftovers of any kind. This can easily be tampered with.  Canned foods are fine, b...

This is a request from any friends and family.  The police know this man is harassing and stalking me. They know he's getting others to harass and that I'd likely that he's having people put things in my food and drink too harm me.  I need help, I need people who he's contacted to please, hand write a statement and get it to me in person.  Don't text or message it to me, he hacks my phone, my account and my other devices and can erase it before I see it. They know he's messing with me and they have me on close patrol for my safety but they need hard evidence. They need pictures or statements from witnesses, from people who have been in contact with him or have seen him try to harass, stalk, or get people to poison me to be able to arrest or charge him work a crime.  Please help, please do this so I can sirens time with my friends and family again, so I can see my kids more often so I can live my life without constantly being in fear or having to take so these ex...

It's a confusion strategy... he's getting people around me to tell me outrageous things so that when I tell them that he's stalking, poisoning and harassing me they think I'm also participating in the fake drama and sent believe me... I'm not participating, I'm a victim of a crime, and I want it to stop. That makes the participants a victim too. They just don't realize it. That's why I'm reporting everything to the whatever authorities are appropriate from now on depending on what the behaviors are that the participants are agreeing to. 

Well, from what it looks like, my stalker is having into my phone, then making sure people are going to be where I'm going if I'm using GPS or doing doordash.  I went to a Chicken Express just now and this was on the counter.  I was picking these people at one point when I was homeless, with the intent of using them to make dream catchers to sell with whatever craft supplies I had left.  I started finding them all over the place wherever I went for a while.  Now I'm finding them near my car or other places I'm going. I mean, or was on the freaking Chicken Express counter right next to the register.  This is considered a "gift" being left by a stalker. It's a sign of a highly dangerous person and has the intention of causing the victim to be afraid due to the fact that they being followed or stalked to the point that their abuser knows what they are about to do it where they're heading.  He's doing good because I'm in the price of fi...

So, Stopped at a CVS to get some things. On my way into the store this guy wasn't here, but happened to be there about 5 minutes later on my way out.  He was directly in front of my car. So, I would have seen him on my way into the store.  This guys along with the dead rat and poison theme that the stalker started while I was working at the Sandwich shop. And also shows that I'm being followed, either through my phone's GPS, a tracker somewhere on me, or physically by a paid party. In addition, I'm going to have to set up security at my shop to capture footage of all who enter. Yesterday I had a guy come in with a hitch in his head (the day after I was looking into vehicles with hitches for future hauls). He seemed to know the last that is renting a suave  right across from me, so I'll have to keep an eye on her too.  He decided to just dig through a box of trash I had at aside where I had stained clothes that I wasn't going to sell. Picked up a red hoodie and t...